I will go down with this ship

and I won't put my hands up and surrender 

day 7

infinity ...

Bloom ~

I guess its normal to miss a certain feeling. That feeling.

frustrating

actually curfew and this home isolation has very little effect on my lifestyle due to several reasons 1. I rarely go out 2. I rarely party. so the suppression is not the physical limitation, but its actually the idea that the body being controlled by the state is frustrating.

just the word "home isolation" make me want to act like the high school rebel in school detention. smoking, painting nails, have my hair  and all.

nobody will protect you from your suffering. you can't cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It's just there, and you have to survive it. you have to endure it. you have to live through it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal.

Boring ...

Alone but not lonely

Boy school

was at boy school the other day.

Somewhere

Silom-Banglak, Bangkok, November

10 november 2016

And i reassured maybe my life has not been so chaotic. It is just the world that is.

And yes we must always prepared for endless waves of transformation.

PEACE

lavender-scented candles

good music 

the moon keeping me company

Happy full moon day

out of focus

even when the sun won't shine sometimes I still need you

i made a promise to myself that i'll look up some great inspiration and post it here at least 3 times a week. I wish ... I just wished.