Thursday, April 16, 2015

Like crazy

Jacob: Would you mind reading me something?
Anna: What do you want me to read?
Jacob: Something you wrote.
Anna: Okay. You're not allowed to laugh.
Jacob: I'm not.
Anna: I haven't read it out loud yet, so you'll be the first person. You sure you wanna hear?
Jacob: Mmhmm.
Anna: I thought I understood it, that I could grasp it. But I didn't, not really. Only the smudgeness of it; the pink-slippered, all-containered, semi-precious eagerness of it. I didn't realize it would sometimes be more than whole, that the wholeness was a rather luxurious idea. Because it's the halves that halve you in half. I didn't know, don't know, about the in-between bits; the gory bits of you, and the gory bits of me.
Jacob: I like the halves that halve you in half.
[Anna laughs]
Anna: It's a bit childish.
Jacob: No! No.






frustrations

frustrations, frustrations, frustrations.


actually the festival has very little effect on my lifestyle due to several reasons


1.i rarely go out


2.i rarely party.


so the suppression is not the physical limitation, but it's actually the idea that the body being control by the water is frustrating.

just the word 'SONGKRAN' makes me want to act like a high school rebel in school detention. smoking and painting nails and all.






I hate getting wet !


therefore, today, we decided to get together to express our frustration, and our solidarity. spontaneously out of a few messages in whatsapp, we decided that as a thai citizen, we should contribute something to the society. the only thing we kind of agreed on from the spur of the moment is to go out and have some .... mexican food, grab a bottle of beer and girly chit chat !






I miss you mind :)

















Thai New Year

met a new friend


helped grandma to wrap some our traditional " khāotom mat " (glutinous rice steamed in banana leaf) for Thai New Year while waiting mama and papa driving home from Surin...mama might be proud of me ;)


The taste was quite different from where i came from (tasteless and no  black bean in there ! ) ... I don't like it 




     grandma’s khanom jean numya is the first thing we had 



cow, mountain, trees and the sugar cane field ...i'm a farm girl ;)





Hello MUM !


At home, we have mango gardens 


Daddy


                                        I started researching the natural decay of fruits !




Star apple 


Hens


can't wait to make some drinks from this .... I LOVE RED ! 


Mama's cutting some vegetables which i couldn't remember the name ! 


MARIGOLD











GRANDMOTHER